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CIWWAF

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 05:38:18 GMT

I went to the Cute Is What We Aim For & Paramore concert tonight. It was amazing. Shaant hugged me. It was awesome. I touched his thigh! I got a Cute Is What We Aim For jacket. It's grey with blue writing. It's a small. I don't know why I had to include details...but oh well. Hmmm....I want a SideKick so bad. I am obsessed with those. I want one SOOOOOOOOOO bad! I saw Megan at the concert and Shaant and Ryan from This Providence signed my skirt. it was awesome! Katie Conway's nose was in my ear...weird...weirdness....hmmmmmmmmm.......okay well kaytie wants to get online so im gonna hit it.

PEACE OUT

Thats All I HAve To Say About That...

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 00:00:33 GMT

Still at Kaytie's =] Well yeah I made that last entry earlier. And so i was pissed//sad//upset. But I was real happy before that. We went to the mall and I got a new skirt, leggins, and uh..earrings! yay! It was fun. I wanted to get a new polo from AE, but I'll do that before school starts. But uhm..yeah...hmm...yeah. Guys suck. Most of them anyway. Talked to Andrew today. The only reason I told him was because I figured maybe he cared. Maybe he really did. Maybe he didn't. Hope he really did. But how am I supposed to know how his brain works? I can't. But Idk. Getting ready to leave Kaytie's soon and go homee. Gotta call Ron and Andrew. But I am getting a prettie extensive bill for long distance lately. So I do the let it ring one time and then they call you back thing so I don't need to pay for it. =D heh. Yepyep that me. Hmm....We ate spahgetti!!!!!!!!! w00t! I looooooove spahgetti. yummmmmmm..Mkay gonna go now. Last update prolly for a lil while..well till maybe next year. IDK. But hmmm.....I wanna go back to NC in Oct. when Bink has her baby!! hoo-rah for Kenzie!!! (IDK IF I SPELLED THAT RIGHT OR NOT) oops. I jsut screamed at everyone. Sorry. heheheh. Well I'm in a better mood now unless I go home and well idk. I need to chyll with Brittany before I go back to school. And that FREEKIN MIKE HARKER! idk what his deal is. haha oh well.

LICKMAN!!!!!!!!

IDONTKNOWWHYBUTILIKETOMKEGIANTWORDSANDITANNOYSKAYTIEHAHAHAHBUTITSFUN

w00t!

BYE!!!!

LOVE TO ALL!!!!!!!!! +at least...to MOST but whatev+

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Stephhhh

I don't understand....

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 06:22:03 GMT

I really don't understand guys. They confuse the living hell out of me. They say hold on I'll be right back and then go away and NEVER come back and make you feel like you're not worth anyone's time. Then they tell you that they like you; as more than a friend. Then they don't talk to you for days. They say that they are there for you when you need them and then they aren't. I don't like them. They suck. They hurt feelings and just don't help anything. With the exception of a few. With a few being 3 people that I know of. and thats not a whole lot. I Don't really get it. I don't get why they will say something if they don't really mean it. And why they will make empty promises becuase they just hurt more. They really suck and it's not right to lead anybody on. If you don't want to be lead on, don't do the leading yourself. And if you really only like someone little bit more than a friend, don't get their hopes up that there might be some sort of something between the two of you. Becuase then they will just be very hurt//sad//upset//angry with you. Then don't tell them you want to hang out with them, but take no initiative what so ever to get together with them. That hurts too. You may not realize that you're hurting someone while you're doing it, but you should think about what affect you're going to have on them in the long run. Because it sucks to be hurt by someone that you trust//like//maybe even love. It really does. So think about what you're doing next time, jerkface. Okay? I don't want to have to have this conversation again. Because there are very few people up to cry to at 2:18am. So think about. Okay? sound good? I HOPE SO. And people get tired of YOU hurting THEM! So STOP IT. Before I have to give you a swift kick to the head....Or maybe even the testicles. I won't even give it a second thought. If you hurt me again, I am kicking you in the fucking balls. Count on it, asshole. I hate you now. Not really becuase i could never ever hate you as hard as i could try. So I think that you should just appologize for what you've done. And I am sure that you don't even realize what you've done to me right now, But you definately are hurting my feelings with what you are doing to me. So I just felt like I should let you know that right now. So stop hurting me. Before I have to hurt you. Physically. Not emotionally like you did me.

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Rockin out with whipped cream at kayties!

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 23:27:05 GMT

HONESTY PEOPLE

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
Grey with Hello Kitty all over it

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
Andrew

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
thinking

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
sometimes

6.Honestly, have you done something bad today?
no

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
Yesum

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
yes

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
My sister

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
yes

11. Honestly, do you pick your nose?
Doesn't everyone?

12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
no way

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
VERY much so

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
uhm no?

15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
of course

17. Honestly, are you loyal?
yes.

18. Honestly, are you in denial?
yes

19. Honestly, who would you wanna be with right now?
Andrew or Russ

20. Honestly, do you like anyone?
yes

21. Honestly, does anyone like you?
yes

22. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
yes

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when your mad?
Throw things and scream REALLY loud

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
threw my iPod against the wall. *don't worry it still works*

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yes

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
yeah. like a sailor

*CRYING SECTION*

1. When was the last time you really cried?
July 24th for 2 hours straight

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
I did on July 24th at 4:30am

4. Do certain songs make you cry?
yes...

5. What usually makes you cry?
People who SUCK ASS

*Happy Section*

1. Are you normally a happy person?
yes. unless its the morning, then i jsut sit there like GRRR

2. What can make you happy?
my sister, ron, russ, johnny, andrew

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
soemtimes. sometimes it just pisses me off

*Self-Esteem Section*

1.Do you believe in yourself?
yes

2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
yes, sometimes

3. Are you one of those people that think they are ugly, dumb, or gross?
sometimes

i want you, bill2. i really do.

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 01:12:06 GMT

hey everybody..............I love livejournal. and guess what else. i miss brady. a lot. and im sad. no internet for a year. this sucks major balls. ugh. thats all for now. i need to talk to andrew. ergghhhhh.

I LOVES ME SOME BILL2!!!!!!!!!!!

Sleep Hasn't Been Coming Easily For Me, Becuase When I Dream, It's Of You. . .

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 14:21:36 GMT

Haha wow! hope again. this is so much fun. I just left the longest myspace comment ever on andrew's and it is amazing. Uhm so heres how my day is going so far

-Woke up at 6am
-Skipped the shower *ew Idk why*
-Put on jeans and everything clean underneath.
-Pulled hair up
-Shoes and Socks
-Laid in my bed and listened to The Forecast
-Slept for 10 more minutes until my name was screamed up the stairs repeatedly
-Went downstairs and outside into the car
-Traveled to Burger King
*Purchased a Saussage, Egg and Cheese Crouissan'wich and Orange Juice*
-Went to Hope at precisely 78mph
*got there in 25 minutes and it really takes 40*
-Signed in at office
-Saw that Kyle was here
-Went to find him
-Talked to computer teacher
-Got online
-Checked MySpace
-Emailed Ron

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nothing much at HOPE

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 17:43:14 GMT

wow I love it here. and i love the new forecast cd! it is AMAZING!!!!!!!! w00t! yahoo. i figured id update a while. gtg now though.

do it if u want

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 03:54:07 GMT

1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be there if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. If so; Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

Appearance
Do you like my-

12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20.Boobs?:
21. Hands?:
22. Hair?:

Do think I'm-

23. Sexy?:
24. Beautiful?:
25. Hot?:
26. Cute?:

Personality

Do you think I'm-
27. Crazy?:
28. Nice?:
29. Fun to be around?:
30. Funny?:
31. Annoying?:

Would you..

32. Share chocolate with me?:
33. Spend a weekend with me?:
34. Alone?:
35. Hook up with me?:
36. Have sex with me?:
37. Care if I ran away?:
38. Care if I died?:
39. Miss me if I left?:
40. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..

41. I kissed you?:
42. You found out I was missing?:
43. You found out I was in the hospital?:
44. You found out I was dead?:
45. I cried?:
46. I asked you for help?:
47. I told you I loved you?:
48. I told you I hated you?:
49. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
50. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..

51. Wanted to kiss me?:
52. Wanted to see me?:
53. Wanted to have sex with me?:
54. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
55. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
56. Wanted to get to know me better?:
57. Thought about me?:
58. Missed me?:
59. Wanted me?:
60. Seen me?:
61. Kissed me?:

Have I..

62. Kissed you?
63. Hugged you?
64. Told you I loved you?:
65. Made you happy?:
66. Made you sad?:
67. Made you angry?:
68. Made you feel better if you were upset?:

Are you..

69. Happy you know me?:
70. Going to post this is so I can answer it?:

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 03:33:59 GMT

Here I am again; back to my old ways and these stupid addicting question thingies...

1) Using band names, spell out your name:

S-Senses Fail
T-Taking Back Sunday
E-Evanescence
P-Pink Spiders
H-Hawthorne Heights
A-AC/DC
N-Nirvana
I-Incubus
E-Exies, the

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
Nope.

3) What song makes you cry? Konstantine.

4) What song makes you happy? Grand Theft Autumn

x. HEIGHT: 5' 2.5"
x. HAIR COLOR: blondish Brownish

x. EYE COLOR: greenish
x. PIERCINGS: ears
x. TATTOOS: none

r i g h t n o w

x. WHAT YOU WEARING?: cutoff camo skirt, gray ac/dc teeshirt

x. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: You Shook Me All Night Long
x. WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: spit

x. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Dark out

x. HOW ARE YOU?: alright...

x. GET MOTION SICKNESS?: sometimes

x. HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Cracking my knuckles

x. GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Half of the time

x. LIKE TO DRIVE?: I can't

x. BOYFRIEND?: No

x. GIRLFRIEND?: no

x. SEXUALITY?: straight

x. CHILDREN?: None

x. HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE?: Yes

x. BEEN HURT?: yes...

x. YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: dont know..

x. YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW?: Teddy Geiger-Underage Thinking

x. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON what color would you be?: Carnation Pink

x. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: my sister/bros/ron/gina/andrew/mary

x. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Aiden

Seven things in your room:
Tv, telephone, bed, mirror, pictures colored by my friends, cd case & cup of iced tea

Seven things to do before death:
1.Grow Up
2.Get Married?
3.Be happy
4.Meet Bert McCrackin
5.Meet Andrew McMahon
6.Become "Uncle Rick"'s sister in law
7.Go to The Warped Tour w/Uncle Rick

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1.ability to get along with
2.Honesty
3.Eyes
4.Hair
5.smile
6.height
7.Personality

Top seven things you say most:
1.oh my god
2.wait
3.grr
4.what?
5.No
6.mkay
7.yep

Do You:

Smoke?: Nope
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?: nope
Pray?: not often

Have you ever:

Been in love?: No
Gone skinny dipping?: yep
Had a medical emergency?: No
Had surgery?: No
Swam in the dark?: Yes
Been to a Bonfire: Yes
Got Drunk: no
Ran away from home?: No
Played strip poker?: yeah...i lost...lol jp. no
Gotten beaten up?: No
Beaten someone up?: No
Been on stage?: Yes.
Slept outdoors?: Yes
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes
If yes, what is your record? 11:30pm next day
Made out with a stranger?:I wouldn't say stranger...technically....
Been on radio/tv?: No
Been in a mosh-pit?: yep
Gotten lost in the woods: No
Smoked a Cigar: No
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:not that i know of
Describe your first kiss?:What kind of kiss?

About You:

Three words that sum you up: short, moody & awesome!
Shoes: Chucks
Cologne/Perfume/Deorderant: Lilu

In the last 24 Hours have you....:
Cried: yes
Bought something: Yes
Gotten sick: No
Sang: yes
Been kissed: no
Felt stupid: yes
Wanted to tell someone you love them, but didn’t: yes =[
Talked to an ex:Yes
Had a serious talk: yes
Missed someone: yes
Hugged someone: no
Argued with a parent(s):No

Social Life:

Boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends
Job: nope
Attend Church:not really
Like being around people: Most of the time

Last:

Thing you ate: honeybun <3 =]
Thing you drank: water
Place you went: PetsMart
Person you kissed: hmmm...
Person you hugged: idk...
Person you talked to: "uncle Rick"
Person you IMed: Kandi
Song you heard:You Shook Me All Night Long

Currents:

Current Mood: irked
Current Hair: needs to be washed? blonde? down?
Current DVD In Player: Video Diary; My Chemical Romance

Current Worry: I can't tell you...
Are you artistic: not really
Are you athletic: No
Are you a brat: yes
Do you like spiders: no, they scare me
Can you do anything freakish with your body?: No
What are you listening to: Konstantine
If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: With my sister and Uncle Rick
Makeup or natural look?: either...

I am sort of sad...

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 02:38:37 GMT

Well...I know that not many people do LJ anymore...but I felt like making something new. I was reading my old one last night, but I don't remember my password and the email it is under is no longer in existance. So I have started a new one. This week was a week home with my grandma while my parentals were in FA with the nephew and neice. I don't have much to say except that I really don't sleep much anymore. I tend to stay awake later and later just thinking about stuff...There's not much else to do around here.

I am technically moved out of the DUNDALK vicinity for good now. Which really sucks becuase I love it there. I really hated to leave.

I have new friends at my new school.

I have also made a new friend who shall be known as "Uncle Rick". He knows who he is. I really think he is totally awesome and I am really glad that he's a new friend of mine. Nobody that I know knows him, cept my sister.

I am technically single. Yep thats right.

I am really bored. The last time I updated my old LJ was August 1st, 2005. So it hasn't been a year, but darn near close to it. I like my user picture. I will probably get ragged on for it becuase of the very protective siblings that I have. But I love them anyway.

I think thats all for right now. Maybe an update later on then. Goodniight Goodnight...